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( How can I?)
SEASON 2 🌻
🌺 Brianna 🌺
It’s a week since Kayden left.
I still don’t want to believe he left me because of what happened.
None of it are my fault.
But what can I do?
I understand he is hurt but am also hurt.
Everything affected me as much as it affected him too.
Brianna and Shirley have been the best ever.
They stood by me for the past few days, they spend most of their time here with me.
They spend their night here too.
They are just the best.
I pray nothing will come between the both of them.
Just like mum came between Kayden and I.
I don’t know where she is ever since I sent her out.
Do I ever care?
She can die for all I care.
That was what she said to me six years ago because I was begging her to stay with me.
And now she is back?
She wants me to accept her back?
Even if I want to but my heart can’t accept her.
Am still hurt right now.
I walked out of my room heading downstairs to have my breakfast.
I got down and walked into the kitchen.
I smiled when I saw my dad making breakfast.
I got him worried ever since Kayden left.
I ignored everyone around me.
” Dad” I called walking towards him.
” Angel, you are awake” he said.
I nodded my head and hugged him.
” Yes Dad… your Angel is awake” I said.
He broke the hug and kissed my forehead.
” Am glad to see you this way, this morning…for the past few days..I couldn’t even recognize my own daughter… Brianna please don’t try to hurt yourself ever again” he said.
” Am sorry dear…am sorry I got you worried about me..I hurt you with my tears..but I just couldn’t control it dad..my heart couldn’t take it” I said, tears already gathered into my eyes.
“No matter, how hard I try Dad…I couldn’t stop thinking about it..I can’t get it out of my head” I said, tears dropped from my eyes.
” Shuushh it’s okay” he said and pulled me to himself.
” It’s hurt so much Dad..it’s hurt…do we really have to go through heartbreak? Tears rolled down my cheeks.
” Love is a beautiful thing”
” But it’s hurt Dad”
” Yeah..I know… love hurts”
” Look at Shirley and Bryan Dad, they are so perfect for each other”
” You are right but you are different from Shirley and Bryan is different from kayden… love is a test for you Brianna.. and now you are going through the test.. At times love makes the weak strong and the strong, weak. No one is perfect in love… loves comes with imperfections but it’s now left to you to make the imperfections perfect my Angel…just let it go…if Kayden is for you..am sure he will be back for you” he said.
I sniffed and cleaned my tears.
” Thank you Dad”
” You are welcome… sit down while I serve your breakfast” he said.
I smiled and walked to the dining.
🌺 Kayden 🌺
I lie on the bed going through the gallery on my phone.
It’s been a week away from her.
I don’t know how she is doing.
I know I broke her heart but am sorry.
Even though I try not to think of her but I can’t help it.
How is she doing?
Is she fine?
Is she still hurt?
Is she okay?
I sighed staring at her picture.
Her smile is something that melt my heart.
And her tear is something that breaks my heart.
I just want to be alone.
I want to stay far away from everyone around me.
I just hope she is fine.
I sighed and dropped my phone on the bed.
I walked out of my room heading to the kitchen..
I need to have my breakfast.
I don’t know when am leaving this country.
I will continue my studies here.
Will I ever see her again? I thought.
She deserves someone better than me.
I just hope she finds someone better than me who will amend her broken her.
And I hope by the Time I see her again.
She will be able to forgive me.
🌺 Brianna 🌺
” Bye Dad” I said to him as he drove out of the compound.
I smiled and walked back inside.
I got into my room and picked up my phone.
I saw missed calls from Shirley.
I smiled and decided to call her back.
She picked at the second ring.
” Hey Brianna… good morning”
” Good morning..how was your night?
” It’s was fine Brianna and yours?
” Fine too”
” How are you doing this morning? She asked.
” Am fine”
” What about Dad? She asked.
” He has left for work” I said.
” Should I come over with Bryan…so we call all hang out together”
” Not now Shirley..I wanna arranged my room”
” Yeah..later in the evening”
” Yeah…be expecting us” she said.
” Yes..I will be expecting you both” I said.
” I love you” she said.
” I love you too” I said and hang up.
I dropped my phone on the bed walked to where my laundry basket it.
I brought out all my used clothes and dropped it in the washing machine.
I walked to the bed and removed the bed sheet.
I dropped it into laundry basket.
I walked to my closet and brought out another bed sheet.
I climbed on the bed trying to lay the bed.
I saw an envelope on the floor beside my bed.
I picked it up and sat on the bed.
I stare at it for a while before opening it.
” Kayden” is written on the paper inside the envelope.
I guess it the letter, I received on the prom night.
I sighed before the letter.
” Brianna, I can’t never the fact that you are the best thing that ever happened to me In my life.
I vividly remember how I fell in love with you.
You brought so much smile to kayden Lucas face.
You brought happiness into my life.
I know it’s gonna break your heart that am leaving the country.
I know it’s gonna hurt you that I didn’t fulfill the promises I made to you.
Am really sorry Brianna.
I didn’t mean for all of these to happen but I can’t help it.
My heart ache so much.
Your mum brought back the pain I felt six years ago when I lost my mother.
And you Brianna.
When you found out the truth that my father’s Mistress Is your mum.
You hide the truth from Me and lied to me.
If only you had told me the truth earlier before I found out.
It’s would have been better.
But you kept it away from me.
I hurts me so much when I found out the truth and now my heart still hurts.
I want you to find a place in your heart and forgive Me for the pain I caused you.
You can also forgive your mum too because she is the one behind all of these.
I really don’t know what to say anymore.
Am really sorry for everything that happened.
If only I didn’t lost my mum.
If only I hadn’t fell in love with you.
I never regretted every moment I spent with you.
I never regret falling in love with you.
I love you so much Brianna cosmos.
Tell Dad, am so sorry for breaking his precious daughter’s heart.
I don’t have the courage to look at him in the eyes anymore.
Tell him to please forgive me.
If we are destined to be together…no matter how long it takes..we will surely be together.
My heart belongs to you.
I wish forever love you and cherished for the rest of my life even if we don’t get to be together.
I love you so much.
I love you.
Tears welled up my eyes as I finished reading the letter.
” It’s a lie Kayden..you never loved me” I cried folding the letter.
” You don’t love me…if you love me..you wouldn’t have left me”
” You would have forgiven me”
” It’s a lie…you don’t love me” I cried.
Coined ✍️✍️ From Owie Oyindamola’s Deck.
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